illustrations

2011-02-01T10:32:00.003+08:00

had insomnia last night till 5am. so i watched eat pray love on the tiny screen on my ipod...

found it absolutely inspiring.

firstly, it was about travelling and leaving everything behind for a year. which i planned to do before i enrolled into psb, long story. so tentatively i'll do it after graduation, travel to europe, work my way down, odd jobs on the side, could be shoveling chicken poop, could be playing in pubs, doesn't matter.

secondly, there was alot of "finding your centre" and meditation involved, which is what nimal has been trying to coax me into doing since forever. which worked, for awhile, till i stopped.

Anyhow, apparently a lot of people found the movie AND book boring. so i guess its really for those who identify with travelling and meditating... if not... don't blame me if it bores the crap outta ya..

2011-01-19T23:50:00.000+08:00

EPIC FAIL

2011-01-10T10:09:00.005+08:00

Had my first vocal lesson yesterday. it was, nerve wrecking.

note to self: be less harsh on self. nobody really cares anyway.

So fuck it and fuck all of you.

no i just kid. :)

2011-01-07T21:28:00.002+08:00

new year, new crop.

$200 burnt at essensuals bugis. first time i've spent so much on my hair, and probably last time too.

2011-01-06T20:06:00.002+08:00

Friends

i see you behind me, but you no longer look at me the way you used to, too much has been done and said, leaving nothing but a glass wall between us, scratched to a blur.

now i see you in front of me, but it's not the same, i think of the one behind me but its too late. you have a nice face, i like you, you remind me of the one behind, and i feel a dull ache.

i'm stuck in limbo, afraid to say the wrong things, and the right things.

and so i keep quiet, as you both choose to do with me.

2010-12-11T12:24:00.002+08:00

i happy yo.

2010-11-23T12:38:00.003+08:00

had dinner last night at ps cafe with jh and min, courtesy of jh for my bday :)

banana butterscotch cake. pretty good actually, the bits of dark chocolate at the bottom was quite awesome

thanks babe:)

was really nice, LONG time since we've sat down as a group.

note to self : must do this more often

2010-11-21T17:16:00.003+08:00

Didn't really celebrate my birthday this year , just a dinner with a friend at greenwood, proceeded to bump into minlee and t so that was nice.

This birthday has made me re-evaluate the people in my life. there were a few let downs, but at least now i know. things haven't been good at home, in fact, it's been quite bad. probably why i didn't want to celebrate this year anyway. what's the point.

the sweetest thing happened, abu and damien surprising me at my doorstep at 1am with a cake in hand, proceeded with the customary cake smashing in faces and hanging out till 3am betting who'll get married first.

thanks guys :) if it weren't for you two, i'd have moped my birthday away

2010-11-19T20:18:00.001+08:00

don't know why i'm down.

but i am.

fee fi fo fum, i smell the blood of a man

2010-11-10T20:31:00.005+08:00

Been staring at this vintage cardigan for the past week, lusttttt.... but it's freaking 300 bucks. ah well. i'll probably wear it only once anyway.

but seriously. i need them boots. like now! 168 bucks. usd mind you. damn i'm depressed.

nastygal

2010-11-09T20:49:00.002+08:00

been having one of my best days yet.

plotting endeavours. yum.

in starbucks just chillin' out and doing random assignments right now.

note to self:

drink more water to hydrate.

still ain't got a clue what to do on my birthday, absolutely free as a bird. anyone?

if no one responds.

i'll be sad.

2010-11-07T21:25:00.002+08:00

Today was pretty awesome for a sunday, which is when i usually shudder at the prospect of leaving the house. just thinking about the crowded streets and parks and traffic jams annoys me.

So nimal and i decided to create a picnic for junhan since we couldn't really celebrate his birthday with him with so many people around during his birthday.

Went grocery shopping in the morning for stuff and headed back to my house to cook. I officially announce that i have absolutely no luck with the kitchen. sigh.

huge grocery bag with everything in the cab heading over to jh's house

Twas quite awesome. Baked salmon with capers and italian spices. creamy cheese and ham. freshly baked focaccia bread. guacamole. Sangria.

definitely doing it again :)

2010-11-04T11:36:00.007+08:00

waiting for baoyi and sam now, which would be 11.36AM, when our meeting was supposed to be 10.30AM, quite fail.

so i camwhore to kill time

and watch crazy people try to sing. oh god.

checking out awesome living spaces on min's blog (vanilla scented)

anyhow, been getting tuition assignments, monday will be my first time officially tutoring. wish me luck!

2010-11-02T20:54:00.002+08:00

People've been asking me about what i'm going to do for my birthday.

I honestly have no idea, in fact i was thinking of taking up an event job which was offered on my birthday just so i didn't have to think about how to celebrate it :/

well, one thing i'm definitely looking forward to is an electric guitar that's gonna be my birthday gift from my parents! :D

Was thinking of getting one of them daisy rock guitars, so bling.

Don't judge me!

Just imagine, me up on stage, bedazzling people with my glittery guitar basking in all it's awesomeness. actually that was exactly the image i had which had me lusting for one in the first place :p

plus it's only $450, well within the budget range.

However, Nimal suggests i get a more reputable guitar that costs at least $600, investing a few more hundreds on awesome humbuckers(pickups) like. yamaha. but they're all so damn ugly! pardon me for being frivolous but i'd like my baby to look and sound good at the same time.

so we were walking through bras basah one day the sleek black body of a PRS beckoned to me through the shop window of ranking sports and music, nimal reckoned it be around $800 bucks.

Let me show you what i'm talking about.

i'm guessing the one i saw was a PRS Mira

but best of all

It had the trademark PRS birds on the fretboard!!

so freaking pretty!

but guess what. turns out. it costs $4250!!!!!!!!!!

oh my god i was so disappointed :(

Birthday cum Christmas present anyone?

2010-11-01T20:27:00.003+08:00

She'll be the death of me

thecherryblossomgirl

Totally lusting over the mulberry alexa!

Which by the way, my friend, felicia, is able to make a perfect imitation of, with cake and fondant :)

she's totally insane man.

check her out at www.muffinsareuglycupcakes.wordpress.com

2010-10-31T13:35:00.003+08:00

My weekend started friday night at forbidden city for sam's birthday, as usual, i was the "drunkest" of all for the night. just one bottle of beer. yes.

ANYHOW.

night was eventful enough, complete with disgusting boys and thick skins, but all in all fun :)

Happy birthday Sammie!

Saturday started out slow, headed over to NLB for the Originals Only Open Mic event (OOOM) for an event review assignment i had. was. dead. hmmm. will go next month again to cast a clear verdict.

Featured artist/OOOMer of the month: Sarah Cheng

Headed down to citysquare residences for junhan's birthday, got tipsy again on beer and moet. goddammit. well, party had ALOT of people, relatives and friends convened. didn't take any pictures tho. anyhow HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY :)

BOOM BOOM POW

I miss those days, back when you had more hair :/

heh. :p

Headed down to Little India after i left the party and browsed through a pasar malam in preparation for Deepavali next week. it was amazing, for someone who's lived in singapore for 20 years and never been in one. i'm ashamed :( but anyhow, the lights, clothes, smells and chaos were awesome. however, visiting these spots once in a blue moon is more than enough i reckon.

so how's your weekend? :)

2010-10-27T19:16:00.001+08:00

Sometimes it hurts

and sometimes

it feels so damn good

but

most of the time

2010-10-25T11:52:00.003+08:00

Met up with junhan on friday at marmalade pantry to give the boy an early birthday treat :)

Lemon meringue cake. yum.

headed over to timbre for rocktober fest which pretty much sucked, pathetic trays of sausages and we couldn't even get into the main area cos it was so damn packed.

met up with nimal to drink at some other pub and got super high on ONE bottle of beer. HAHAHA!

weekend wasn't so happening, spent doing essays. in fact i only completed my essay less than an hour before submissions on sunday, and well thank goodness i didn't complete it just 10 mins later, cos we had to run for the last train at changi airport. reason for being there, cos it be nice to work :)

2010-10-21T16:31:00.000+08:00

This is what i have to go through.

“The literate habitus (Bourdieu, 1992) of each individual and each generation is formed and enacted via interactions with both local and global resources. The baby‐boomer generation and those that followed immediately after developed their habitus in relation to the technologies and ‘potentials’ (Kress, 2003) of printed text. Within the social context of their use, these technologies – paper, pen, pencil, typewriter and word processor – ‘afforded’ particular practices and innovations and not others (Bearne & Kress, 2003). The generation currently moving through our school system is developing habitus around a changing set of resources which increasingly includes digital technologies in relation to text production and dissemination. The ways in which these young people orient to the world around them are influenced by the kinds of technologies around which they develop literate skills and practices.”

Carrington, V 2005, ‘The Uncanny, Digital Texts and Literacy’, Language and Education, vol. 19, no. 6, pp. 467-482. [PDF: see Minor Essay Resources)

“Stories are what we use to explain the underpinnings of reality. This is why narrative exists: to convey perspective. “

Meadows, MS 2002, Pause & Effect: The Art of Interactive Narrative, Peachpit, [PDF: see Minor Essay Resources]

Question: If the “ways in which . . . young people orient to the world around them are influenced by the kinds of technologies around which they develop literate skills and practices” and, if narratives exist to convey perspective, then, what are the narrative perspectives behind the NSW Government’s web site for youth: http://www.youth.nsw.gov.au/Home ?

kill me

2010-10-20T18:07:00.002+08:00

Professional writing assignments are draining. FML. seriously.

I don't know why the narth i'm in mass communications.

NEED. RETAIL. THERAPY. NOW

BUT THEN. NEED MONEY. FOR RETAIL THERAPY.

BUT THEN. NEED JOB. FOR MONEY.

BUT THEN. JOB TAKES OVER ASSIGNMENT TIME.

BUT THEN. ASSIGNMENT FAIL. STRESS.

SO IT NO HELP

BUT THEN. I WILL HAVE NICE CLOTHES. :D

fashiontoast

2010-10-16T15:44:00.003+08:00

People need to use the words "thank you" and "sorry" more often.

Afterall, they are part of the first words we learn aren't they?

Even if you're as close to each other as peas in a pod, doesn't mean it isn't required, it's still common courtesy and endearing that your close one still bothers with it, instead of taking you for granted.

2010-10-13T09:03:00.000+08:00

GOOD MORNING :D

HAHAHAHHAHA!

2010-10-12T19:39:00.002+08:00

Reading blogs of people who've gone over the aussie or anywhere else for that matter makes me depressed, especially after the stupid administration saga with my current school facilitators. I was offered, 4 years psychology course with honours at UQ, in brisbane, i found roommates, i became a barista just cos it'd be easy to find a $25/hour minimum job there to support myself partially. my parents led me on, my dad probably didn't believe in his heart i could be a psychologist. it was very tragic, and very upsetting.

So i aimed lower, got accepted into monash, 2 years english course, took up japanese so i could possibly teach english in japan, or china or taiwan. Bugged people around me to speak to people they knew who taught english overseas. again, parents led me on, my dad didn't even have the guts to tell me this time, my mum broke the news to me. I shed a single tear out of disappointment but stopped myself at the look of guilt on my mum's face.

A week later, i enrolled myself in a private school, distance learning from university of newcastle, australia, in mass communications. I didn't care what i was getting myself into, it didn't matter, my parents didn't allow me to study what i wanted nor allow me to postpone my studies till I could afford it. it sucks, so bad.

I'm not saying i wished i could've studied harder to get into NTU, NUS or SMU cos i highly doubt i'd like it there either, but i wished i had just taken a loan to study psychology, the only thing that has ever intrigued me, other than philosophy. Or maybe have taken PPE (psych, politics, economics) or PPP (psych, politics, philosophy).

I don't know what i'm writing this down now. even after having repeated this story so many times to a number of individuals and friends who were interested to know about my life. It just always seemed, like an unfinished chapter of my life. I wouldn't call it a regret, just, a fact of life, shit happens.

Yet at the same time, if i had left, my life wouldn't have come to this stage, in this short one and a half months, certain events have turned my whole life around, these events made it worth the "tragedy". They've touched that very core of my heart and jolted to life the numbness. i sound dramatic, i'm not trying to be, just saying it as it is.

random pretty picture.

2010-10-12T00:49:00.004+08:00

So here's my weekend:

watched the switch on saturday which turned out to be pretty good, aniston is hot! anyways... it was pretty funny so yea i'd recommend it.

On sunday, Nimal and i went over to pulau ubin for some mountain biking, was plenty fun 'cept for the fact that the island was too small for us and we got quite bored. ubin's changed much since the last i remembered of it, there are actually clean, functioning toilets now but the campsites aren't exciting anymore, wadda pity.

happy people on the ferry before coming back completely knackered.

With sucha fantastic weekend, the mondays just HAD to be blue eh? school's fuckin me up with their horrible logistics, basically i may have to write two 1500 word essays and come up with a presentation for nothing, just cos the facilitators couldn't get their bearings right and now realised i eligible for exemption from one of my courses, which is narthed up, cos it takes time for this to process and the deadlines for these assignments are approaching. so if they don't get approved in time, i can't risk it by not doing these assignments. NARTH.

oh by the way, i'm substituting my favourite F word with NARTH because, it's become my favourite word, which is bad. very bad. and hopefully using narth, which doesn't have the same kick would bore me of even using the term and hence, will be annihilated from my vocabulary altogether or at least, cut down substantially. :) peace.

2010-10-10T03:38:00.003+08:00

YES I NARFING DID IT!

just finished my webpage for a school assignment, time check 3.40am

FINALLY! I'M SO HAPPY I COULD DIEEEE!!

go check it out www.annjill.solidwebhost.com

shuddup if you think it looks like crap cos i know it looks like shit but i've never done anything like this before. BUT IT'S STILL AWESOME COS I DID IT.

and don't make fun of my mock enthusiasm on my about me page. like i said, it's for a school project. one of the lamest things i've had to do for an assignment ever. but again,

I AM SHO HAPPY NOW I COULD DIEEEEEE!!!!!

K NOW MUST GO SLEEP FOR I MUST WAKE UP AT 8AM.

2010-10-05T20:55:00.007+08:00

after surfing through 9gag today, i came pass a photo that gave me inspiration for my birthday.

i would like to,

get a few friends,

hike up a mountain,

to a nice cool altitude,

get a bunsen burner,

travelling guitar,

campbell soup n some smores,

lay on our sleeping bags,

and watch the stars.

sadly, i don't think it's possible due to school.

I need get away to another sky.

2010-10-04T11:05:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was amazing too! even more so than yesterday:)

Met up with Tim, the percussionist, we impromptu jammed with at the St james event, headed over to pierce reservoir, 2 guitars, 1 voice, 1 percussion in front of a huge body of water and green trees, fan-tas-tic.

later part was not-so-fan-tas-tic. bought a polar curry puff to eat during the later part of the night, put it by the side and started to jam. after a good 3 hours of jamming, reached my hand out absent mindedly to my curry puff whilst looking at nimal, held the paper bag just a mere 3 inches away from my face.

Just as i was about to push the puff towards my face full frontal, looked down and, A HUGE ASS COCKROACH WAS STARING AT ME. threw it as far away as possible ran around like a maniac screaming.

worst part still, we were getting ready to leave, dear Tim, standing behind me, placed a twig on my shoulder for fun, i freaked and slammed my guitar on the floor, ran away again like a maniac screaming.

Took my driving test today, wasn't nervous at all, was pretty confident about the road, but knew i was going to probably fuck up in my circuit. TRUE ENOUGH, went through s course, ok, did vertical parking, ok, coming out, MOUNT CURB, cos i forgot to have the curb reach my shoulder. well, after which, pretty much couldn't be narfing bothered so i mounted again, and again, like it was some kinda kiddy land bumper car entertainment zone. and because i'm so awesome, i will celebrate my learning experience (how not to fail my driving test by mounting curbs again) by being happy.

I failed! :D

2010-10-03T09:32:00.003+08:00

Last night was pretty amazing,

met up with Nimal at the esplanade to do a lil' life exercise, wrote a letter to our 2011 selves, about what we want in stuff and life, quite fun.

Went to the theaters on the bay to catch, what i think, is an Indonesian primary school's Angklung orchestra. they were sooo cuteeeee... the innocence in their faces reflected the simplicity of their everyday life, unlike them local kids here either tainted by the telly or stressed out by unrealistic goals their parents set for them. made us quite sad with that in mind.

feels so good to just relax and unwind with my crazy schedule now. but i'm licking up every teeny tiny morsel in life and enjoying every bit of it :)

2010-09-30T22:20:00.006+08:00

Made a lil impromptu trip down to heaven on earth with a good friend

BINTAN!

Watched clumsy kids do clumsy things in clumsy balls

Visited their really nice beachfront restaurant

Found a private villa pool to trespass.

What's a getaway without illegality?

Clear, salty waters, just a pathway from our trespassing grounds

Looks of triumph after successfully completing the rite of trespassing

Amazing view as we dine, absolutely gorgeous i tell ya... and i'm not a sappy one for scenery.

happy people with heavy hearts

our feast lacking one dish, a huge one. you can imagine :D

that 2 days were just not enough, so i'm heading down to Batam in 2 weeks! HUR HUR :D

2010-09-22T11:33:00.001+08:00

Enjoying my new 15" macbook pro in all its glory.

as they say, once you go black you never go back

i guess that applies for a mac as well ;)

2010-09-15T11:18:00.003+08:00

Hello world,

just got back from teaching lead for the first time at bukit panjang primary school, lil devils/munchkins they are. Made a new friend out of my assistant (I HAVE AN ASSISTANT:D). Funny thing is i always thought i'd be the super fierce teacher that lil kids would love to hate, turns out i'm a pretty caring and nice teacher. Whereas my very kind and docile assistant started screaming her lungs out at the class, quite a good shock. Not so much the disciplinarian i thought i was. hmmm...

So far so good, life has been awesome. I deserve it. yes i do.

2010-09-14T09:50:00.002+08:00

life is going good, real good actually...

it's been a crazy helluva ride, band, personal, school, friendship developments.

How very overwhelming.

note to self: must visit this space more often to aid stm.

2010-09-10T11:07:00.002+08:00

dear white one,

i read tumblr and i'm doing fine. just going through life altering transitions but all is good. One day we'll hang out as good friends, but not now because it must be difficult for you. In the meantime, i shall not visit tumblr any longer, i hope you best of luck in whatever it is you have to do and overcome. till then, be seeing you :)

Sincerely,

Jill

2010-09-04T08:19:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHHAH! 9gag FTW!

2010-09-03T11:15:00.001+08:00

if only it were that simple.

2010-08-19T18:03:00.002+08:00

Watched revenge of the sith today at "work" damn the movie was heart breaking i tell ya! ok i know i'm slow and i shoulda watched it way earlier. imma gonna get me the next 3 flicks, i trust i'll become a star wars die hard fan after :D

Is it oh so wrong that i find hayden christensen so freaking hot after he gave in to dark side? oops :X

oh nimal, aka my guitar mentor, came by the shop yesterday and we hung out abit after, where he brought me to the esplanade library which was where i borrowed the star wars dvd in the first place. caught a performance at the outdoor theatre at esplanade as part of the yfest which is kinda like baybeats for the younger crowd aka kids. I think, the phillipino singer for the youth olymics song was the one i caught, can't be entirely sure. Anyhow, her voice is phenomenol, carrying songs by mariah carey and celine dion without so much as a drop of sweat.

who wants to do a star wars marathon? :D

2010-08-18T14:34:00.005+08:00

Mahalo!

So jh spoke to me on msn an hour ago announcing his block leave and suggesting we go to msia. After much yada, we decided on..............

Genting!

I'm quite psyched since i've been aching to leave the borders plus i haven't been to genting since i was a kid and it's been sucha long time since jh and i hung out, we seem to be really good and doing the big stuff and really failing to have a good fun hangout on a normal day basis. dang i miss those 3 days we spent in hk. so anyone out there who wants to join us(us being edmund, i and jh) just contact me! Price range is approximately $90 for 3D2N for twin bed room per pax, so freaking cheap!

As for the more impending future................................

:D Oh Glee!

For the unaware, well i don't know much about it either but from what i understand, it's like an indie music festival rounding bands and solo artistes from around our region, including local bands of course. best part, is it's free! it goes on for 3 days starting around 6pm till about 11++? It all happens in 4 parts of the esplanade which have ongoing performances at the same time, so if you don't like what you hear from a certain band, just go to another spot! damn i sound like i'm being paid to this, but i'm not. i just believe singaporeans should be more involved in the local music and arts scene.

so plans are 20-22 baybeats and 23-25 genting. whoopie, my most happening month of all.... :D

2010-08-14T13:03:00.005+08:00

the bell curve, can we beat it?

X being time, it seems like the universal rule on this planet follows the bell curve, physical growth, mental growth, any kind of growth for that matter, most infamously being relationships between men and women. Everything seems to follow this rule, the rule that an inclination would be followed by a peak, or rather a plateau which is then followed by a decline.

my biggest fear would be change. Changing is all part of growing up, I believe we slowly die inside when we stop changing, the most volatile period would obviously be our pubescent years, the joys and pains of teenage life. then you hit a certain age, usually midlife, where people start to think they've grown enough and hit their peak, change dramatically slows down.

take a 20 year old, with certain aspirations and worldly views, surely by 25, those views and aspirations have had taken a wide berth from it's original direction. now take a 45 and a 50 years old, i base this on parents of my own and others, there really isn't much of a difference. They still debate about the same things, say the same things and believe in the same things, obviously with some deviation but not quite substantial enough.

They argue in context of stability, that by standing still, they hold a stable stand, which makes complete sense, who would want a mother of 55 who's still figuring out her life direction. However what i'm trying to say is that, if we continued to change and learn and grow endlessly, not as volatile as the teen years of course, there would be never ending epiphanies, life wouldn't be labelled by age 20-30, 30-40 boxes, we'd be unpredictable, now that would be quite exciting.

i was egged on to write about this resulting from a debate about the government with my dad, which we had about 3 years ago, and he still debates from the same view.

can we beat the odds? :)

looks like having a job that requires me to do nothing is doing well for my brain, ironically.

i have decided to attempt updating this blog as often as i can based on events of my life, cos god knows i even need help recollecting what i did the day before.

so yesterday............... right, yes... met up with damien for a quick dinner and catch up for an hour and a half resulting in the never ending chatter much to the dismay of fellow diners beside us HAW HAW. it's been way too long since i've met up with the reformed ah beng crew from le good ol' secondary years. those were the days i tell ya, i proudly announce that i was an ah lian in the making, hokkien vulgarities lined every sentence that came out from my lips, a little bit of that followed me even till now, and i'm not ashamed of it! no! don't judge me! how nostalgic.

after which, met up with wilfred, in fact wilf and damien met when i left the latter for the former, it was almost like speed dating. HAHA! oops :p went to "aladdin and his magic cafe" where we the only duo there that didn't sheesha, sipping our crantini and gin & tonic catching up on life. headed down to this really ulu part of bugis to try out some dessert cafe a flyer boy had promoted to us earlier on, dude had like $2 dessert promotion which included a cupcake and milk tea. RIGHT ON! plus they had super comfy sofa thingies you could chill out on, we planted our asses there a good half an hour past their closing time. note to self: must bring more people there so the place would survive through the odds.

moved on to macs chitty chatty till 2am, it was a really good night, managed to catch up with 2 important people in my life. today and tomorrow would be jh and daniel. i am determined to save the social life i damaged before, with my hectic lifestyle and inability to schedule and organise.

phew this is a long one. i wonder who's reading hmmmm :/

2010-08-13T18:12:00.002+08:00

so i'm back to this space outta sheer boredom. taking over my sister's shop for 17 days cos she's down under in the land of oz. i'm was hired to perform the task of being a decoy just to show that the space is occupied, meaning, i have absolutely nothing to do and nobody to talk to.

ok i needa go pee.

2010-07-15T21:09:00.002+08:00

disappointment after disappointment

days after days.

friends after friends.

it really means nothing at all in the end.

what's the point of it all, everything is but a blur. need to refocus.

cos everyone's just set in this frame, i see.

i realised. i've never really trusted anyone worth trusting.

i'll stop being melancholic.

2010-06-16T00:38:00.002+08:00

was giving tips to gabq tonight for his trip to shanghai. went through photos for reminders. made me REALLLY miss shanghai, actually more on my life there, i truly lived my life.

AWWW MANNNN

just, edmund how called me to tell me he won an iphone. WTF#@%!$!%^^&!%&
:(

me: NOT FAIR! not you too! you were the only one who was still in the same plight as me!
eh: haha
me: dammit now everybody's using smartphones(bb & iphones) except for me
eh: you're using one(e71) and so am i(e63)!
me: k fine. SMARTER PHONES.

AIYA DEPRESSING.

2010-06-11T13:22:00.000+08:00

ohhhh yeahhh.... one day babeh...

2010-06-02T22:31:00.003+08:00

today was super productive yo...

went for driving lesson and managed not to stall the car. :p i know i suck. shuddup.

met up with wilson later and manage to swim 2.6km worth of sets at bukit batok swim complex. woohooo....
better yet when his former swimming instructor came over and told him that i had nice strokes :) gaha...

anyhow dead beat now and going to head to sleep.

night to the world if you're still out there

till then. chill out :)

2010-05-19T23:00:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry. but it had to be done. the "break up" with friend led me to realise things.

lost two in one night.

very tired.

2010-05-19T20:01:00.004+08:00

so it's over. i'm not gonna talk about it.

thanks junhannnn... sorry for scaring you on the phone with my incessant sobbing and abrupt emotional breakdowns at everything. it helped alot :)

sooooooo busy it's not even funny. i can't remember having a proper day of rest but i'm happier moving at this pace.

loads of new projects coming up, sexcitedddd.... been talking about major project for so long i was convinced it'll happen only 10 years from now. *crosses fingers*

2010-05-14T01:18:00.000+08:00

FOR LOH MINLEE

HAHA! :P

2010-05-02T22:19:00.002+08:00

i apologise to those who still visit this place which i highly doubt surmounts even close to a worthy number.

i've lost the reason to blog.
this place was used to chronicle my days of boredom or significance
my life however much to my dismay/delight, has mellowed tremendously.

will blog more when inspired to

2010-04-26T21:19:00.003+08:00

just came back from swim training and dinner just like good ol' times.
it's literally the first time i've felt alive for some time now. been bumming out too much. shall have many training buddies to keep in shape...

=D

exercising with mates reallyyyyyyy rocks. highly recommended

that and work is fortunately preventing me from becoming her.

not impossible. i'm a gaming freak.

2010-04-15T20:26:00.002+08:00

hello world,
if you're still there :/

been busy with work, life and plans that did not work out too well.

most likely heading down south for a degree under the faculty of science. yes. frightful.

been hooked on wow. DON'T JUDGE ME.

yes my life is a bore. i don't even know what i'm doing here on my blog, writing shit.

toodles.

2010-03-21T20:27:00.002+08:00

hello blog,
it's been a long time,
many things have happened/changed/remained stagnant.

this is gonna be an emo one for sure, i think.

equivalents: red, bad. green, good.

Phuket trip (just cos the getting there was so dramatic)
transition to barista (hell yeahhhhhh!)
Supper gang (don't even wanna talk about it)
Graduating GPA (expected, but still low)
Aussie uni talk (sucked, except for unexpected turn of events)
good overall i guess

i'm feeling quite lost, to be frank.
not sure what i want to study in uni and time is running out :/

also feel like i'm losing friends in the process of getting attached, not because i've been neglecting them or anything. being attached turns a few people off from getting closer, quite sad really.

i am insanely jealous, jealous of those who know what they want to do with their life and pursue them with such vigor and zest. i wished i knew too.

in the meanwhile i'm just going to waste a few weeks away, then get on with courses. sounds like a plan, i think.

2010-02-25T23:41:00.001+08:00

Jill hwang. I BE GOING PHUKET says:
errr
i think i going from dinner
ya
i'll be joining them a lil later lar
so i'll be going from work to doctor's
to home
to dinner
to club
to home
to work
to home
ai no scratch the last one
to places to get stuff for phuket
to home
to sleep
to wake up
to airport
to phuket
HAHAHHHAA

Hello itinerary :)

2010-02-25T21:19:00.002+08:00

bitter sweet goodbye.
the end of examinations marking the end of my 3 year journey in ngee ann polytechnic.
funny thing is that it hasn't fully sinked in yet.
doesn't feel like my last semester... CHOI CHOI CHOI!

let's see where we go from here yea?

2010-02-21T22:56:00.003+08:00

my boyfriend very happy.
cos he's got two and a mirror image.

-.-

courtesy of 9gag, and daryl for pointing it out to me

daryl says:
both can lah
got 3
can be very happy already

2010-02-21T22:28:00.003+08:00

nothing lasts.
That's the beauty in it.

There's no such thing as falling out of love,
You may love someone lesser,
it may transform into something uglier,
but you never lose the connection,
which in reality really sucks.

random. HAHA!

2010-02-18T13:59:00.002+08:00

*whilst playing mahjong, african terrorist on 24 hours was playing*

me: MAH-GAH-ZINE
jh: don't get all rasta on me mon.

:D

two exams back to back, monday and tuesday and i haven't been BOTHERED to study for it at all, i be so screwed ya?

2010-02-12T00:28:00.003+08:00

OH MA GOD.

today was CRAZY. spent almost 11 hours straight in the same room doing my darn marketing research project. didn't even stop for lunch. ONE toilet break. I'M A LEAN MEAN WORKING MACHINE YO. HAHAHAH.

and it doesn't stop there! no no no...

now we have to do the slides. UH HUH. and the presentation is at 9am tomorrow. OH MA GOD.

on the side note. it's the last project.

on the side side note. i can't rest due to CNY, work and studying for 2 major exams, all of which is cramped into one blardy week. NO KIDDING YA MAN.

i hope the BFG comes by to give me some good dreams tonight. need them so bad.

and if you don't know what i'm talking about. it's time for some good ol' education on fantasy by roald dahl.

2010-02-08T16:51:00.003+08:00

stupid singaporean. but he sure did give me a good laugh. HAHA!

so tired. don't even have the spare time to go CNY shopping. NO KIDDING OKAY.

kay time to sleep after completing spss now. NIGHT NIGHT WORLD

2010-02-05T22:09:00.003+08:00

i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.i will not give in.

oh god have mercy

i need to hang this on my wall.

i must say "no" more often and learn to meet my own needs, not others.

2010-02-01T19:45:00.001+08:00

"They Say All's Fair
And In Love And War
But I Won't Need To Fight It
We'll Get It Right
And We'll Be United"

Michael buble-haven't met you yet

so hot.

thanks for your presence in my life,

in all the shit in my life right now,

you never have words of wisdom,

but your patience and silence,

was always what i needed.

2010-01-26T11:36:00.001+08:00

it beckons.

definitely getting this for uni. time to pull out the ol' piggy bank.

2010-01-25T18:45:00.003+08:00

life's been shitty these two days.

it's been rough at work recently and my grades for two modules are slipping.

i've never been one to care about grades but life's been turning around and priorities have shifted, it's never too late, just too expensive to retrack your life.

been thinking about my future alot lately, and i still hold the same philosphy from when i returned. i will not, i will not warp my plans towards my future around anybody else. boyfriends will leave, friends will drift apart, and the only thing that should matter to me is a future that will make me happy. and i stand by that.

making sure you live and enjoy the moment is only good till you realise you have nothing to live for tomorrow, when you've used everything you have just to enjoy the moment, which passes in a second.

cos' the world is never going to stop spinning for you.

so catch up, or die.

2010-01-21T20:58:00.003+08:00

sick. AGAIN. wtf!

from the same thing 2 weeks ago to add. cheese buns.

was supposed to start studying since 2 days ago but was hit by the flu bug.

so i'm only starting now. for a 9am test tml.

half alive, supported by a gazillion drugs.

god i feel like a drug mule

checked out uni of melb today. oh wtf.

don't think i can get in, monash it is.

i hope you get into uni of melb. for yourself.

the face of hucom presentation. yes. kill me.

2010-01-15T00:23:00.004+08:00

Things i'm gonna do the moment i actually have the time.

Attend swim training

Go shopping

Play my guitar

i have no time to pursue worldly pleasures.

someone save me?

is it wrong for me to lust over this chunk of tattoo-ed hunkiness when i hv my indie boy now? :p

doesn't help that a regular customer at dempsey is quite the replica except without hair.

GAGAGAGAGAGAGA.... :3

2010-01-13T14:50:00.002+08:00

Another ace for bmm presentation yesterday. toldya guys it's gonna be a good year :)

Hopefully this pattern sticks.

met up with casey/kc and his gang last night at al ameen for prata and teh/milo.

FUN!

fyi casey/kc was the chef at the marmalade pantry, the place i used to work at for awhile.

it's nice that random friendships like these stick

not so nice when friendships you put your heart and back into, don't.

life is too short to care about said friendships.

so....

live and let be

can't wait for phuket,

to leave our mark,

two sets of footprints in the sand

2010-01-12T08:57:00.002+08:00

I wait this morning

for my indie boy to come over for soup and beer.

actually no, it's just macadees!

2010-01-08T20:43:00.001+08:00

found this pic of taylor momsen on min's blog. she's the blond btw. showed it to daryl lai.

Jill hwang. busy as hell says:
taylor momsen macham on steroids

daryl says:
wtf when did she get so tall

Jill hwang. busy as hell says:
look at her heelsssssssss
but still... she grew taller lar

daryl says:
she's damn tall lah omg.
like since when.

Jill hwang. busy as hell says:
i donno
she used to be so puny

daryl says:
exactly
puberty stuck its stick waaaaaaaaay up her

Jill hwang. busy as hell says:
EEEEWWWWWWWWWWW
WTF

daryl says:
what?
puberty hit her goooooood and made her tallllllll

2010-01-08T15:46:00.003+08:00

sales data gathering call today. got an A!

happy as can be, was quite shocked actually.

credit goes to the earlier groups for their tips :)

initial plan was to go for swim training, doesn't look possible with project deadlines looming over my desk.

sigh.

now for a nap to re energise before getting down to business.

oh bother.

and i really do have this sleep eye mask. HA!

2010-01-06T18:53:00.001+08:00

In all it's blue-ness

:3

2010-01-06T16:33:00.004+08:00

finally. after a good half of what appears to be a working semester has passed.
i seem to now be on the right track.

printed out a january 2010 planner from the internet which makes way more sense compared to figuring out my schedule on the minuscule calender in my nokia e71.
i'm sorry but i prefer my old fashion paper and pen, so go ahead, call me kampong.

My persona created from the shanghai experience lost her way in singapore and now she's back.

in usual cases, le boyfriend would not be too happy with such an epiphany.
well thank god le boyfriend ain't the usual.

my very own indie boy.
and i don't give shit what you think so shut the fuck up

hell yeah 2010 is gonna be a good one

2010-01-04T21:56:00.002+08:00

You're my kind of beautiful

her:"getting fat"
him:"you're perfect"

shit so sick. 2 days mc. long term nasal spray. sigh.

2010-01-01T22:45:00.003+08:00

been so busy doing shit i can't even rmb what i've done.

i really need to start documenting my life with pictures

anyhow. it's the new year, which doesn't really make a difference to me.

i seem to be the grinch of public holidays, it's just another flimsy excuse to party.

doesn't hold any form of importance to me. don't see the big hoo ha...

people should really start prioritising and stop streaming in to the mainstream.

i sound grouchy, i'm sleepy. NIGHTS.

cos i'm safe here.

2009-12-26T15:31:00.002+08:00

i have been utterly busy, no, not with partying the festive season away. but with trying to keep my gpa up, paying my bills and earning my own keep. it's tiring. and i've been neglecting some pretty important people in my life.

namely, bryan wee, damien & abu, philip, and especially lin jun han and many others i'm sure.

thanks for being patient with me and my constant no shows and non participative msn conversations.

i still love you guys.

i need better time management skills :(

2009-12-23T13:01:00.005+08:00

Jill hwang. tickle in the butterflies in the heart says:
hahah f you lar
mahjong on christmas
my sister's gonna have a bbq with gio's family on the eve
wtf
HAHAHAH
tons of italians
mama papa!
HHAHHA
AH GIOVANNI~~~ BELLISIMO~~~

daryl says:
HAHAHAAHH WTF
SII, SII!
BELLISIMO, SPHAGEETIIII MACAROOOOONEE

Gio's my sister's italian boyfriend.

ANYHOW.

it was edmund how's birthday yesterday, wayyyyyy fun...

the day started out pretty slow, zx daryl ed and i convened, ate mee siam, played mahjong and heart attack which was a total failure. fun started at 7.30pm when my dad came back and passed the car over. Ed just got his license and never drove on the public roads without an instructor before. FREAKING FUNNY. we hurried down to a petrol kiosk to get our p plate. he was driving so slowly, vans were flying past us.

so we managed to get to west coast park to chill out without much difficulty, except for parking. HA!

got 3 ice creams from drive through macs. fetched zx home which was at woodlands and we proceeded to get lost trying to find the right expressway. HAHAH. people who are reading this and know their way around singapore would probably be slamming their palms into their foreheads in exasperation. from woodlands, we entered the SLE(CTE, TPE) realised we were wrong, left through mandai ave from the wrong direction, so we made a huge loop back to SLE, entered SLE(BKE) this time, got horned at the expressway junctions cos there were too many options, ended up on woodlands road, fortunately that road led to upper bukit timah. yes. we took a really long time. HAHAH!

well the lil luminiscent bugger enjoyed his gifts of oreo cheesecake, topman jacket, p plate and a drive in my dad's car so all is good. :)

watched avatar. omg. f-ing awesome, kinda wished i watched it in 3d though. :/ and michelle rodriguez is F-ING HOT. loved her in resident evil, loved her in swat. love her always.

2009-12-18T20:49:00.002+08:00

picture heavy cos' my brain stutters.

we oppose the social norm

and it's hard to follow good advice

But.

so maybe i should wander into the unknown

and i'll be happy.

maybe i just need time.

2009-12-17T20:58:00.002+08:00

Tickets been booked,
2 more months to go
blue crystal clear waters
adventure seeking
HORSE RIDING

PHUKET HERE I COME!

oh dear god, please don't let me screw this up.

2009-12-16T00:20:00.004+08:00

Reason for having been MIA, stayover at edmund's!

we happy people,

I cooked aglio olio for dinner, really shitty picture quality but it was super yum! right boys??? hahhaa :)

atop tellytubby hill

headed to town with edmund to cut my hair today,

and so from this,

i let my chestnut locks fall to the ground and rest in peace

VOILA!

i've never had my hair that short before i think, always sported long tresses. happiness :)

it's unsettling yet comfortable at the same time

it changes everything.

scary :/

2009-12-08T21:36:00.002+08:00

hello msn convo very fun and the lights make me look like i have a fake spray on tan and edmund a ghost. truly worthy of his nickname, lumos.

the emoticons above are perfect representations of edmund, daryl and myself respectively.
note the bottom one, aka mine, is in motion, bouncing up and down.

:D

2009-12-07T23:13:00.002+08:00

Epitome of irony

Word of the day:
Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia

Definition:
fear of long words

now try saying that 5 times fast :)

thinking of working on christmas, not in the festive mood. :/

2009-12-04T22:48:00.003+08:00

so today was quite a nice day.

went to school, missed a test cos i was late by 15 mins, that got me pretty upset.

anyways. hung out with raymond, wilfred talking about propositions made to them by men with different sexual orientations and our first kisses. very enjoyable topics i have to say.

then on to west mall to watch zombie land with edmund/lumos wannabe beng. twas OKAY. not fantastic. ah well.

and i realised one thing, everytime i bring out my sunglasses, it ALWAYS rains. three times in a row. wtf? or maybe just cos it's monsoon season :/

PHUKET TRIP! 88 BUCKS YA :D EDMUND HOW

2009-12-04T00:11:00.011+08:00

yum cha-ed today at chinatown with daryl and edmund (lumos wannabe beng). us 3 idiots, decided to starve ourselves in attempt to whet our appetite for the all you can eat dimsum buffet. NA UH. DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY. we were so hungry, we devoured the intricate delicacies so fast, we were full way before we knew it and ended up with indigestion. well, the meal covered dinner and probably breakfast tomorrow.

oh oh oh. went to daryl's place the other day in an attempt to do work but ended up singing at his piano, zhao xiu and edmund as first time audience.

this was from her blog:

"had a great day over at darling's place. live performance, live singing plus piano. nice!! really.. enjoyed totally. =D very honoured to be your first audience. more of these please!!! really good stuff. powerful voice. =)"

Hello, somebody very happy :)

time to take the stage,

get my people and make a mess in the process

2009-12-03T00:38:00.005+08:00

ahhh deyyyyy

mahjonged at my house. won $5.50!!!

MUAHA.

hung out at abu's house earlier on, camwhoring while we waited for him to finish dota-ing, jeez i hate that game.

very proud of his new toy

very scary, very very scary.

party like a rock star

very very bored.

so spoke to daryl and edmund aka "lumos wannabe beng" and look what daryl came up with!
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hello my friends have alotta time.

edmund had his own personalised spastic logo done as well! check it out at his link.

HAHAHHAHAH!

yumcha tml!!! yesiree. i'm crashing biomed class' bonding yum cha session btw. WHOOPSIE

2009-12-01T22:41:00.005+08:00

been down for a few days now. sick. urgh.

on a side note, met 2 brits the other day.

allegedly i'll be quite the commodity there with my legs and asian descent.

hmm.

WORKING HOLIDAY IN LONDON, ANYONE? :D

oh how very tempting

i think i'd fancy that. very much so.

2009-11-28T16:46:00.002+08:00

hello. twas a good day at work :)

woke up to realise i had lost my voice. was really glum that i had to go to work in that state
got to work and realised i'm gonna be hosting for the first time! fun. but really stressful
and i'm finally gonna get transferred to the bar! yessireee...
well the joy is gonna be short lived. for the bar supervisor has the tantrum of a raging bull when things don't go his way. oh well.

:D

2009-11-27T21:01:00.002+08:00

i'm sick. and deprived of proper sleep. URGH

i woke up in the middle of the night cos my nose was so blocked i couldn't breathe.

i now have inspiration for my tattoo, which will be done in due time.

i realise i need my weekly jh fix.

apparently jh doesn't need jh fix! :(

2009-11-25T17:10:00.001+08:00

I JUST CAN'T STOP EATING

i've been munching on cereal, had lunch, campbell soup and now, papaya. wtf.

somebody save me.

boredom has driven me to binging on nonsense.

then again, next week this time, i'll be complaining about how i don't have time for myself.

IRONIC

2009-11-23T14:31:00.001+08:00

Daryl says:
hahaha
mmm they are needy?
jealous
hahah

Jill hwang. says:
MMM
YES
they are
and they mind fuck you
i don't like to be mind fucked

Daryl says:
hahaa
ok yea
that too

Jill hwang. says:
mmmhmm
and they may be damn players
cheat on you and you'll never know
and if they don't cheat on you
they're proabbly really emotional creatures

Daryl says:
yep yep

Jill hwang. says:
way more emotional than me

Daryl says:
TRUE

Jill hwang. says:
and give me hell

Daryl says:
STUPID MEN

Jill hwang. says:
YALAR

Daryl says:
chao cibai

Jill hwang. says:
CIBAI

Daryl says:
hahahaha

Jill hwang. says:
HAHAHAHHAHA
wth

Daryl says:
knn

Jill hwang. says:
damn funny

Daryl says:
nb
hahaha
when you play dota all these comes out
hahahaha
knn
pcb
ccb

we were talking about men, and fyi, daryl's my cousin who is a guy. NICE.

2009-11-22T15:37:00.003+08:00

JUMPSTARTING MY BLOG.

:D

because i'm chipper as can be

daryl says:
OMG YOU UPDATED YOUR BLOG
SHIT TOO LATE TO BUY 4D
Jill hwang. love doctor says:
HAHAHAH
WTF
Y SIA
daryl says:
because you ahvent updated since like...um.
that time you got harassed!
Jill hwang. love doctor says:
HAHAHHA
I KNOW RIGHT
daryl says:
YES
SO, THE FACT THAT YOU UPDATED CONSTITUTES A MIRACLE!
OH THE LORD JESUS HAS BLESSED US WITH YOUR UPDATES
Jill hwang. love doctor says:
wtf
i didn't know it was so highly anticipated
daryl says:
ITS LIKE THE SECOND COMING

2009-10-08T13:06:00.001+08:00

sexually harassed at work last night.
not even joking.
traumatic.

no i was not molested.
shall put this into my report.
had better get me the award

2009-10-04T11:45:00.002+08:00

if you/all don't like me then leave me be
don't try to drag me to social events only to be outcasted
inviting me and then disinviting me again
due to reasons of it being cancelled and it actually wasn't

seriously i'm sick of it.
you make me feel bad when i don't go
and worse when i do.
you can't even tell me in my face.

2009-10-04T11:13:00.000+08:00

Well the morning was complete.
There was tears on the steering wheel dripping on the seat,
Several hours or several weeks,
I'd have the cheek to say they're equally as bleak!

It's the beginning of the end, the car went up the hill,
And disappeared around the bend, ask anyone they'll tell you that.
It's these times that it tends,
The start to breaking up, to start to fall apart
Oh! hold on to your heart.

Do me a favour, break my nose!
Do me a favour, tell me to go away!
Do me a favour, stop asking questions!

She walked away, well her shoes were untied,
And the eyes were all red,
You could see that we've cried, and I watched and I waited,
'Till she was inside, forcing a smile and waving goodbye.

Curiousity becomes a heavy load,
Too heavy to hold, too heavy to hold.
Curiousity becomes a heavy load,
Too heavy to hold, will force you to be cold.

And do me a favour, and ask if you need some help!
She said, do me a favour and stop flattering yourself!
How to tear apart the ties that bind, perhaps fuck off, might be too kind,
Perhaps fuck off, might be too kind.

Arctic monkeys - Do me a favour

2009-10-04T01:15:00.002+08:00

My gastronomical affair for today

Samples:
lamb kebab
licorice
milk rocky road
Ham
Cheddar
Scone

Real Deal:
McChicken burger
Countless cups of milk
Hot chocolate X 2
Dinner as usual

all for free wtf. OMG.

2009-10-02T21:58:00.002+08:00

so i didn't manage to catch ANY movie because jh wasn't allowed outta house due to his majorly swollen ankle. hung around playing the guitar and watching the arctic monkeys concert on dvd instead. whoop whoop!

twas a good day at work today :)

i thought about it all the time
i think about it less now
seems like such a crime
maybe the answer lies in how.

a facebook notification just scared the crap outta me. thank god it wasn't it.

2009-09-29T16:45:00.002+08:00

haven't been doing much during my offdays.
not enough money to go out out.
when i stay at home i feel like i'm wasting time.
when i go out i feel like i'm wasting money and sleeptime.
FML.
hung out with shan and jh at his place yesterday cos the poor ns boy sprained his ankle that somewhat resembles pig trotters now.
will meet him later to watch the ugly truth cos there weren't any available movie timings for time traveller's wife. ARGH.
tsk, there's no one to hang out with except for jh. i obviously need to expand my social network.
HAHA! JOKE!

anyhow, i think i'll go for french.
and can anybody who knows anybody who did POA for A levels. PLEASE CONTACT ME. i'm quite desperate here.

dad: got boyfriend now anot?
me: no.

(the next day)
dad: who your boyfriend?
me: DON'T HAVE!

mum: got boyfriend now?
me: don't want. i don't like chinese boys anymore.
mum: *FREAKS OUT*

me: i don't think i'm getting a boyfriend for the next 2 years.
dad: good
me: but if i do. maybe indian one.
dad: *FREAKS OUT*

-end of topic-

NIAHIA. TEEHEE!

2009-09-27T11:27:00.000+08:00

french vs spanish

uk vs australia

fuck my life.

2009-09-20T19:29:00.002+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

bad day at work.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

i could literally feel the blood in my ears and the artery in my neck throbbing.

you're such a dick i swear.

2009-09-16T14:00:00.003+08:00

ever since i got back from shanghai, people have been commenting on my poor complexion, namely:

zhao mu: aiyo what happen to you??
elson: .......you know my friend's face worse than yours.....(this was out of the blue)
daryl: erm... you know your face (me: yes i know i know!)

my mum and dad tried to be funny as well.

dad: aye you know i read some kinda acne treatment on the newspaper (proceeds on the retrieve the article for me)

This morning, my mum came into my room when i was sleeping, clasped her hand onto my face turning it left and right and went:"if you want, mummy can pay money for you to clear your acne."

omg people, GET OFF MY CASE! it's been improving ever since i got back so give it some time!

2009-09-09T13:06:00.004+08:00

sad day, sad sad day.

dear jh enlists today. my semi bestie!

i was just saying yesterday, how depressed i'd be when my bestie, daryl, goes in next year. two of the most important men of my life away from me like that. SADNESS.

jh came over at 2pm yesterday for no reason actually, cos i woke up too late. (I'VE BEEN SLEEP DEPRIVED, GIMME A BREAK) jammed abit, "perfecting" you and me song, caught a cab down to his place, hung out with min and shan, us, jh duo, serenaded them with our AWESOME guitar skills. :p

headed down to chomp chomp for a giddily (literally) satisfying dinner, then hung out at macs for abit before a big teddybear goodbye hug. i'd send him off personally if not for the fact that it's at serangoon and i seriously do not want to experience the awkwardness of having to face his family alone. HAHAH:p

i really do feel bad for sponging off everybody over the past week but i swear to god i'm really running low. promise to treat the respective somebodies to dinner after i get my finances back on track :)

jh: hey, if i have no one to call can i call you?
me: why won't you have anyone to call?
jh: aw com'on it's just an excuse to hear your voice!!

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. it's just a joke by the way, lest you people misunderstand again.

miss ya already, semi bestie

2009-09-05T22:36:00.004+08:00

busy busy BUSY.

haven't stopped moving ever since i got back from shanghai no kidding.

work, socialise, work, socialise.

all i need is study and i've got a trifecta and a somewhat perfect life schedule.

thursday, after work. met up with daryl to pass him his RALPH LAUREN t shirts from shanghai, FAKE OBVIOUSLY. hahahaha. and dinner at coffee bean, his treat! THANK YOU! :D well to be fair, i bought the warm chocolate cake. :D jiahui joined later and we started discussing her life in NTU and my possible options for the future.

friday, after work. headed over to ngee ann to hand up my reports and swim for half an hour with the swim team, team being junhan, elson, casey. wtf. really pathetic. borrowed 2 mountain bikes from the tri elite boys, ate dinner headed home with jh on them and waited till it was safe enough to ride on the roads without helmets and lights. anybody at home who met jh, standardised greeting:"this is junhan, a friend, no he is not my boyfriend"

cycled to orchard faster than expected, ate supper at 7-11 at far east plaza, then it started to rain. visited koji's pub "MASKA" next to SMU for a short chat then onto kallang river to watch the night view. just as we were heading home through bugis, jh decided to grab a mac breakfast. in the end gave up and took a cab back from there cos our asses hurt way too much from the mighty uncomfortable seats.

reached home about 7am and slept till 1pm before we headed out for a good lunch at an italian resto. THANKS FOR TREAT. heh. i should really go out more often with pre enlistment boys when they're totally in the mood to blow their cash. :D went to his place to lepak before going to orchard where he met canoe people and i met shaun for dinner. standardised introduction at his house:"this is my friend, no she is not my girlfriend"

we were supposed to watch time traveller's wife but it was sold out so we ended up having hot dogs for dinner and heading home. and here i am, creating this totally redundant post for god knows what reason.

seriously

wtf.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

delirium from fatigue.

i realised how much i've been missing out on ever since i've changed my relationship status to "single". loving every moment of it :)

2009-09-03T20:21:00.002+08:00

party: min lee, me, jun han, jiashan, benson and. HEH. can't rmb his name
event: jun han's "farewell", pre enlistment party.

clubbed last night at future zouk, night started out at butter factory but we gave up cos the queue was so damn bloody long.

really awesome clubbing experience. plus i think everyone got closer after last night. what can i say? trials and tribulations either make or break, i think we made it :)

min and i suffered tho, since we both had work the next day, aka today, she, supposed to wake up at 4am and me at 6am, we left the place at 4. HA.

fun fun. we should do it again. scandalous pictures are in min's cam. *poke poke wink wink nudge nudge*

2009-09-01T23:34:00.002+08:00

first day of work today. omg FUCKING TIRING. full time waitressing is no joke seriously. and it's not even a busy day.

first part of the day was pretty fun, plus we had good weather, aka, heavy showers, me likey :D

second half was just torture. fucking bitches. ARGH ARGH ARGH.

i won't even bother trying to be nice like i usually do, sometimes being diplomatic does not help the situation at all, cos people are still gonna treat you like shit. not gonna let anyone step all over me anymore.

i dread weekend shifts O.O